revolutionary love

nama novel yang dalam proses.;)

peringatan dari aku dan ataturk

"taukah kalian siapakah antara orang yang paling dicintai oleh Allah?"

JAWABNYA:

"anak muda yang sering datang beribadah di masjid"

Mustafa Kemal Atatürk once stated, "He (Prophet Muhammed (s.a.w)) is Allah's first and greatest human-being. Today, in his footsteps, millions are walking. Your and my name would get erased someday but he, eternally, is immortal."

selawatlah selalu kepada junjungan besar Muhammad SAW dan rajinlah beribadah di masjid wahai anak muda.

sekian terima kasih

the rainbow

I remember the day i stayed in Plymouth, UK in the summer of 1992, where my father studied in the Polytechnic of Plymouth and i was 6 years old at that time. Although im still too young to remember any events occured during my stay, but i have this glaring vision about myself doing 'something' at my house back in Plymouth. I reminisce through the day where i played scrabble with my dad at my living room, and playing a 'monopoly like game' with my lil sis. But this is not the case. The reason i write this blog because somehow an image of a young girl recurring vividly in my mind, an image of a cute little girl with a pony tail wearing dark skirt and white shirt.

This lil girl somehow grab my hand firmly and took me into a dark place where our clans were having a campfire. I sat next to her while other kids started to sing a song(which i didnt quite remember). She didnt have a friends, so do I but we didnt talk nor did we make the 1st move. But to be honest, i remember kissing her lips that night(omg!).The next thing i remember was that her family invited me to have a lunch with them which i didnt quite remember the menus on the table. After lunch, we sat at the curb in front of her house and we started to stare at eachother. I shouted "pelangi!" with my finger pointing to the sky with a shy face. The girl looked at the sky and suddenly turn her face towards me and shouted back with her cute little voice "its a rainbow momin, a rain-bow!". I was speechless. I didnt understand what she was saying because i didnt learnt English at that time.

Around 10 minutes after that speechless event, i started to feel dizzy without a cause (because of the food?) and i started to fall backwards from the curb. At the back of the curb there was a huge downward slant and if i fall i could possibly break my neck, however she grabbed my hand tightly and she showed me some encouragement and asked me to hold on. Another kids playing on the street sensed there was something wrong tried to give a hand. Finally, i was saved by the courage shown by this girl. "Thank you so much miss, you saved my life", i cried in my heart.

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The question that might arise was how come such a little girl who have no experience in a tense situation could become so calm and in the same time can encourage others? Who is she anyway? How come a girl who have no friends picked me to be her closest friend? how come we lost contact until now? All of these questions still need an answer. After 6 months moving from Plymouth to Birmingham i didnt heard anything from her again. She is a mystery until now. But a picture of us keeps me wondering,"will we meet under the same rainbow again?"

you, your lil sis, my lil sis, and me.

its raining.

Gambar hiasan. In bus heading to JB berjumpe 'sumone'.Title=Its raining in Petaling Street.

ITS RAINING

Its raining. hujan macam turun lebat giler.raining cats and dogs gile babi..i heard storm and i can see lightning everywhere. well, aku igt nak turn off notebook sebab i fear lightning strike ke tp if i turn off nak buat ape.so i guess its better write sumthin rather than do nothing. im listening to aizat's pergi. baru je download. lagu die best. and i think it might have something that connected to me.right now.

sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku
kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi......

Aku sedang gila dan terkena sawan babi ketika ini sampai terlondeh seluar aku.mujur ada pekerja bangla menasihati aku menutup aurat

CHANGES

orang kate melodi die sgt perfect.pergh layan. sambil layan minum hot chocolate. kalau ada dunhill sure aku da layan tapi sebab kat rumah so kene jage kelakuan sket. by that time, i reminisce(betul ke perkataan ni) semua yang terjadi kat aku. its a lot of pain, i know.but i have to face it.i thought this holiday could be a good one. but it turns out to be the opposite way. banyak prob dtg bertubi2. should i talk bout this in public?haha. the main point is, i hurt myself and maybe i hurt others as well( ye ke?). sometimes ive been given chance to prove that i can be the best and i can change things but i screwed everythin..will i be given another chance?i mean if been given, will it change everything?will i make myself happier than before?time has told me.

ive been given a chance(a lot of chances i think) to prove that im worth doing this, worth changing things, worth proving others they are wrong.but i have to know my limit.when your heart says stop.u should stop.but i kept moving on and let myself hurt. aku dah biarkan virus2 perubahan memamah hati aku sampai aku sangat terluka. aku rase ade dua pelajaran aku dpt. first, dont change things that will never change.2nd, its not worth berubah kerana disuruh atau berubah karena menyayangi seseorang yang tidak menyayangi kita.its stupid hearing 'i change for someone i love who ignores me'.xke bodoh tu?

patut aku buat satu idiom utk aku,'be yourself,rationally.'

Dan inspires me to write. sebelum ni pun aku da terinspire by Gregorio M Zaide, the author of autobiography of Jose Rizal.

MY PASSION TO WRITE

orang kate kat aku, betul ke ko nak tulis novel?ko tipu kan?betul ke?atau mereka ada berkata dalam hati, "ye ye je si min ni".aku macam berkata dalam hati,"ye la aku tau sape aku". i was pretty damn hurt la jgk.i mean tak salah i have a dream that i nak write sumthin that is worth to write, yang maybe someday boleh buat income for me. ive been dreaming since high school that i hope i can be a journalist.but who knows right now im ended up being a future doctor?korang ingat aku suke ke jadi doctor?aku tak pernah terpikir langsung jadi doctor.sincerely,aku jadi doctor sebab duit makan aku je.passion?sory la.aku passion sekali main bola.2nd melukis and 3rd of coz writing. 3 benda ni aku passionate gile buat. semua orang ada dream tapi boleh ke diorang capai that dream?tak semua boleh.at least aku ada dream and im trying to make it happen.

Persembahan untuk mereka yang berkasih sayang.Dari aku,insan kesunyian. Ucapkanlah 3 words ini kepada yang disayangi sebelum terlambat.

LOVING SOMEONE WHO IGNORES ME

orang kate aku kaki perempuan. aku tergelak la sorang2. kaki ke?hahaha. aku cume mampu ckp 'i made mistakes and i learn from it'.fullstop.and one more, sape xnak mengecapi kebahagiaan dengan pasangan masing2kan?i let myself moving on with the flow.maybe before this i was searching for a perfect gurl, but its just a joke.there's no perfection.cermin diri dan cakap kat diri sendiri,'ko x perfect nak dpt yang perfect, mcm *&^%#^*!'.aku ingin bahagia dan aku harap aku akan bahagia tapi mungkin bukan masanya. aku mengucapkan kepada yang ada pasangan, jgn wat dosa, kepada nak kawen, selamat! and kepada sudah berumahtangga, family comes 1st.aku seperti biase, 'loving someone who ignores me'.

happy 1st year anniversary to sha, selamat pengantin baru to dian rafinaz and happy 'loser-min' anniversary ke 23..

hujan sudah renyai2. aku masih mendengar aizat's pergi. the clouds are moving to shower another parts of earth. i can see the sun from here. i think its time to give it a stop.

sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku
tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga
diranting usia...

aku sudah habis.

aku ingin pergi

sayang seribu kali sayang
akhirnya kan pudar jua
kasih yang lama terjalin
mudah sungguh kasihmu berpaling
dan lebih menyedihkan lagi aku bagai ditampar
oleh bahasamu yang tak sepatutnya
engkau ucapkan
kau menyinta kerna apa
kau menyayang ada makna
kau berubah ada penyebabnya.

im choosy

luna maya

rianti catwright

acha septriasa

marsha timoothy

rachel maryam(one day aku nak namakan anak aku dengan nama ni)

ok.i admit im a bit choosy.aku susah nak pilih gurl jadi gf n istri aku.aku ada kriteria sendiri.aku tak nak one day aku akan menyesal.aku nak bahagia selamanya.heheee~pernahkah korang berpikir time korang tgk ada pasangan ni hepy jer.pegang tangan.berpelukan.tp dalam makna sebenar,adakah mereka betul2 hepy?atau adakah mereka hepy skarang tp menderita di kemudian?atau adakah one day mereka akan berpaling tadah n tidak setia?aku telah melalui semua ini.aku telah melewati liku-liku hidup seperti ini dan hampir-hampir menjahanamkan hidup aku.aku ingin seorang perempuan yang betul2 aku berharap boleh menjaga aku.i mean normally laki la kene jaga perempuan tapi its not normal prempuan kene jaga laki.aku ingin seperti 'ketidaknormalan' itu.adakah perempuan di dunia ini yang betul-betul boleh menjaga aku?antara kriteria seorang perempuan untuk jadi istri aku adalah:

1st-agama kene penting.dat mean,pray 5 times daily.obey our religion.xde benda ni toksah harap nak jadi istri seorang muslim.n kalo jadi istri aku, kehormatan diri kene ade.jangan keje nak mengorat laki bile da tau awak da berpunye.sedar diri.

2nd-cantik.aku bab bab cantik ni aku xkesah sgt kot.ade je orang yang manis menarik hati aku.mcm dr residen pskiatri aku tu.xde la cantik, tp die manis.menggeletar aku tgk die.cantik adalah suatu rahmat Allah untuk manusia.aku inginkan perempuan yang pelihara kecantikan untuk suami die.cantik cam luna maya ke, rianti cartwright ke,marsha timothy ke, acha septriasa ke,memang satu kelebihan la untuk aku.tapi kene berhijab.xde tudung,mak ayah aku reject total.

3rd-matured.aku ingin perempuan yang matang.bole pikir sendiri.buat keje sendiri tanpa perlukan bantuan orang.die boleh decide sendiri every decision tanpa bergantung kat orang.die boleh hidup sendiri.aku taknak bini aku berkepit minta tolong kat aku bile aku da keje.sori la.lu punya duit lu sendiri carik.duit aku untuk anak aku.

4th-suka tgk bola.haaa..ni kelebihan yang xde kat pmpuan skarang.pmpuan urban skarang ni poyo lebih main futsal tapi tendang melalut.setakat nak tunjuk urban main futsal.bukan sbb minat.aku nak pmpuan yang tau everythin bout bola.die ske satu team tu bukan sbb ikut-ikut aku,tp sebab team tu ade makna untuk die.mcm aku,aku x ske liverpool bukan sbb die rival man utd.aku x suke liverpool sbb diorang main long ball,bapak la bosan.chelsea lagi la main bosan.man utd aku suke sbb diorang main total football and arsenal main simple pass.haha..tersalah topik.so, kalo die ske team yang oppose dengan aku,kire best la.bleh main bet.haha..n aku leh tiap ari ajak die tgk bola.

5th-hormat orang tua-mak ayah aku nanti akan jadi mak ayah bini aku.n mak ayah bini aku akan jadi orang tua aku.so respect kat diorang mesti ade.aku akan tunjuk kat parents wife aku nanti aku boleh jaga anak diorang.n i really mean it.

dats it kot.xde la banyak.kalo ade pmpuan yang penuhi semua kriteria ni, aku x hesitate akan ngorat korang.haha.tp aku sudah berpunya.n aku harap gf aku memenuhi kriteria ini.gud luck to her.

from makassar with love,
min

EDISI bahasa indonesia:andainya aku mendapat wanita muslimah

kan enak tho sekiranya kita pulang dari kerja, trus di pintu rumah kelihatan seorang wanita setia menunggu kepulangan kita, menyalami kita, membawa tas kita dalam rumah, menyediakan teh panas setelah cape kerja seharian.wow.saya selalu impikan kyak bgitu.n ketika lagi istirhat, istri datang ke pangkuan kita, diletakkan kepalanya ke pahanya kita, lalu kita membelai rambutnya, sambil bercerita kisah-kisah waktu mulai kenalan dulu.wow..indahnya..aku mimpikan seorang muslimah, yang menjaga dirinya hanya utk aku, menjaga kehormatan diri utk suaminya, sentiasa mengelak dari melakukan fitnah, dan aku mohon pada Allah, kurniakan aku seorang wanita muslimah, aku dambakan dia, aku redha dia masuk ke syurga mu seandainya aku mendapat seorang wanita muslimah..n aku ingin wanita muslimah yang menjadi istriku itu ikut skali nonton bareng manchester united live..heheee..amin..amin..